Dead.

我不完美。

2012-01-20T02:53:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry, I'm not perfect and I can't be.
World went crashing when I realized my flaws were not accepted again.
I just want you to be more responsible in every thing you do.
And not just achieving your goals.
Didn't we agree?
You said you wouldn't be selfish anymore, you wouldn't be blinded by your goals and totally forget about me.
But there you go again.
I know sometimes, or most of the times, I'm a bitch.
I know you won't accept me for who I am.
I am tired as well.
I really really want someone who will put me as their priority.
And you know what? You will never be the one.
Yes, I'm dumb because the reason to why you will never be is just because you do things slowly even thou you know I hate it.
And what's worse? You won't change for me.
Yes, I'm selfish. I want both friends and you to be with me.
Which girl doesn't want?
You're different, you're totally opposite.
You feel totally okay when you're without me.

Because of small little things, there goes our dinner together.
Dang!
You won't bother because you're totally alright even if we don't go on a date for 21509478 days.
Maybe someday, because of small little things, there goes our relationship.

And when I cry now, you no longer feel anything.
Yes I was complaining and you see no reason to why should I cry.
Because it hurts every single thing I say about you, every single bad point of you.
Because every single bad point of you hurts me, and I know you wouldn't change.
After all, I'm not important enough to make any changes to you.

You were never with me whenever I feel so down because of my family/friend.
You were never the one whom I share my little secrets or sadness with.
You were never with me to go through my down times because I'm not important enough for you to sacrifice your sleep just because of me.
When I need you, you will never be there for me...
You know so little about me. Just all the surface.
I feel so lousy.

May things get better, I'm sick and tired of how useless I am to you.
Or maybe, how fail I am as a girlf, but not as a groupmate.

Beginning to hate you...
You won't feel a single shit.

死了....

2012-01-09T23:43:00.001+08:00

I'm as good as dead...
Like an empty shell.
I don't wanna feel anymore pain.
I wanna be in my own world.
Because no one understands me, understands how I feel, understand all the pain I'm going through.
Really, being w you isn't happy anymore.

Love one ♥

2012-01-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

Went out with my Dajie yesterday and I bought lots of things!
Super love her, and love shopping with my sisters, both! ♥

My current desktop background, combination of all my lone ones! ♥♥

Happy 2012!

2012-01-01T02:46:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!

2012,
I just hope you will love me more, treat me better, stop lying, and keep all your promises.
And I wanna excel in my studies!
Spend more family time together! :')

All the best everyone ^^

Speechless.

2011-12-20T03:13:00.001+08:00

Because I'm so sick of quarreling, I dont even feel like talking to you anymore.
Yet, you won't do a thing.

幸福，好遙遠...

2011-12-08T23:41:00.003+08:00

When being with you isn't as blissful...
Numbed.
Once a heart is broken, it's impossible for it to be fully healed, without having any scars on it...
我們已和以前不一樣，也不可能回到像以前那樣。
謝謝你給過我那麽美好的回憶。
現在的我們，像個空殼，裏面什麽都沒有，只剩下不好的回憶。
傷痕纍纍的愛情，怎樣維持下去...

Camwhore November! ^^

2011-11-28T18:27:00.000+08:00

Wanna do a proper post before I take more pictures with the girls!

11-11-11 was spent with Poly peeps, to celebrate the November girls birthday!
We had a feast over at Novena's Korean BBQ and it was A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
Super nice and I will go back again :)
Xuan and I have been planning to surprise them with a cake, and it was successful!
Here's the process of us destroying the nice and white cake hehehe ^^

But it's all worth, because the girls were real happy!

This is Xuan and me, taking photos in sch before heading to J8 for the cake!

The cute couple! :)

SO MAN! *flex muscles*

Pretty girls for the night! :)

Cute couple 2!

And jiang!
It's the birthday girls, with...

The ugly cake, and beautiful smiles! ^^

I love my bb a lot! ♥

My most precious Dar ♥

All my love, cant-live-withouts... ♥

Ending this with the favourite picture for the night...

Miss your kiss...

2011-11-27T23:01:00.002+08:00

Just wanna tell you, no matter how angry/disappointed I am,
I still love you so...
Why cant you just express a little more?
Why did you ignore me again, when you knew I was angry?
I dont understand at all. Sigh.
You're just making me loving you lesser...
And to me, you dont bother, not at all...
Tell me, if I were to treat you the way you treat me, will you be happy?
If not, then why do this to me? :(

Amazed how these speaks for my mind.

2011-11-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

16 Months and counting... ♥

True for me, but I know nothing about his...

Agree... And you're always like this.

Wish you would do this, I know you never will...

I amazed how all these quotes and pictures speaks for me most of the time.
Typing and expressing are becoming more and more tiring, and it's not working anymore.
Just copy paste picture, and they speak whatever I wanna say.
Perfect for lazy people like me.
And you get the message as well...
Love all these, but I dont want my blog to be like Tumblr.

Common Test in 3 weeks' time.
Gonna stop working for awhile.
Studying and accompanying my mum to see my grandma next weekend!
I miss her, I think she's missing me too! ^^

Pictures speak a thousand words ,

2011-11-19T01:51:00.017+08:00

For you...

Just saying...

And I'm always like that, every single day.

I just want to feel this way :(

Do you? Will you?

Been so long since I last did this... Sigh :(

What about you?
You dont...

Yes, no more please...

Everyday, I'm dreaming, wishing and hoping, for you to love and care a little more...

This is just exactly how I feel, you dont know, dont care and wont bother.

I know you wont.

Afterall, this is just what I want.

Will this happen? :(

Lastly,

Nothing can be done.
Quarrels are never ending.
These few days made me very clear of something.
You never accepted me for who I am.
My bad temper have always been the problem, always been why you hate me.
I couldn't accept the fact that I'm not accepted, and I can't do a thing.
Tell me, how should I feel now?
Lock myself up? It's hurting so deeply.
Knowing that the person you love is not accepting your flaws.
And there I go, thinking why should I hold on...

These are all that I wanna say to you...
That's all...

Boyf, or Girlf? ♥

2011-11-18T02:05:00.000+08:00

So cute, where to find! ^^

It's hard to let go...

2011-10-25T23:13:00.004+08:00

Love still exist?

Yes, bad times we are having now.
I'm feeling so bad, so hurt.
My heart hurts each time I think of you.
My eyes are filled with tears each time I think of the things we quarreled over.
I can't sleep the moment I lie on my bed even when I'm so tired.
When can this be over?
Like what you said, no right or wrong, no one's at fault.
Everyone have their own thinkings.
What's happening now is just because we have different point of view, yea?
From you, I'm not being understanding enough, stopping you from acheiving your dream.
But to me, it's just you being selfish.
Yes, this is never ending.
No ways work.
I guess this will just go on and on and on.
Let's just both get used to life without each other.
No dates, just status.
I'm so tired, but I dont wanna give up because I still love you.
I hope to get use to it soon...
It's hard, but I can do it. :)

"What are you doing now?"
"where are you?"
"I love you, I miss you."
Been wanting to text you, but I might just go back being someone you hate.
So I held back.
I was waiting, for you to call/text me.
But when the clock strikes 10, all my hopes are gone.
Gone with you to your dreamland...
Yes, it's painful, but I can do it. :)

~~Let's get over this together, soon. ♥~~

Thank you for your love.

2011-09-23T01:59:00.002+08:00

22/09/11 ; 14th month.

Baby, thank you for everything.
Sorry for making things bad again.
But I really want you to know how I feel. :(
I love you so much. <3
I love the way baby calm me down when I was crying hard.
I love how baby won't force me to speak when I told you I don't wish to.
I love how baby is still willing to hold me in your arms when I'm crying so badly.
I love how baby listen to me when I speak.
I'm so glad that baby gave in once again.
I know I'm stubborn. But I just hope things could be a little more fair :(
Really love you very much!
And thanks for that bracelet. I like it a lot! :)

Long overdue.

2011-09-21T02:01:00.014+08:00

A proper post after so long, with lots of overdue events and pictures! :)

First up, Huixian's concert and Xuan's birthday! ^^
A day at Esplanade for our dear girl's CO concert.
She was great! :)
And simple dinner at Xinwang, then headed back to Esplanade for more nice pictures!

Lovely girls! ♥

Everyone!

^^ (fav picture!!)

Ahhh, pretty~

I love you bb. ♥

Next! Met up with my girls not long ago for lunch and shopping~
Super glad that they liked the rubbon ear piece stud! ^^

Love them both. 3 years and counting~ ♥

She's just so cute, how to not love her? ♥

Scary face!

And the most recent outing, is to celebrate Uncle Zx's birthday!
We had good food that dayyyy~

Beef hor fun, frog leg porridge from Geylang! Yummmmz~

Bb and I with lots of food!!!

Act cute! :p

And lastly, the 12 scoops Gelato from MOF! It's damn shiok!!!! Missing it already~

Recently, have been drowning myself in work.
And whenever I'm not working, I'm always out.
I need to spend some time rotting at home, seriously.
Because I'm so broke :(
Results will be out soon.
And yes, I'm so nervous for it.
No F and I'll be happy enough!
And GPA, please dont drop anymore! ><

WonderwhenwillIblogagain,
ZiEn.

Weird me!

2011-09-16T02:26:00.001+08:00

Tonight's weird...
I feel so empty.
I just don't feel like doing anything...
I'm sitting on the sofa now, alone, doing nothing.
I just wanna stone.
That's it. Crazy?
I don't know why too...

I love my fatty!

2011-09-13T14:49:00.001+08:00

Hell yeah because blogger finally have it's own app!
Haha!
Just a try out post.
I love my fatty! <3

Lovely~

2011-08-08T00:25:00.008+08:00

Nothing beats this happiness with them... ♥

A nice night at Heinrich's place.
I wish for this every month, but that's so impossible. :(
If he were to leave, we'll all miss him!

And,

I love you bb. ♥
Even thou you always make me so irritated!
And never keep your promise at all. :(
I'm so nice right! Sigh.

Lastly,
it's my Stitch and me! ^^

Hehe :p

生日快樂, my dearest.

2011-07-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to you, Mr Perfect. ♥
Loving you more and more! ^^
Been 5 years, and I'll continue loving you!
Muacks!

一年前...

2011-07-25T03:16:00.001+08:00

Exactly a year ago, you showed me this.
"wait for the boy who wants to show u off to the world when u r in sweats, who holds ur hand in front of his friends, who thinks ur just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding u of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you..."
All these no longer applies, especially the last line.
I doubt you even rmb showing me this.
But at least, I'm was once important to you, I once made you feel proud.
Sadly, we're different now.
It's of the opposite, or even worse than that.
I wonder how long that lasted...

You never will understand, you never bother doing so.
So what if we've been together for a year?
No effort = nothing.

I love you, lesser...

1st Year. ♥

2011-07-24T03:06:00.009+08:00

Baby looked so cheeky here! ♥

22nd July: YAY IT'S OUT FIRST YEAR TOGETHER! ^^
So happy!
Time flies, one year just passed like that.
We had simple dinner together over at Pastamania (yes, again!).
Then headed over to his place.
He tried on the Lacotse polo tee that I got for him as 1 year's present, and it fits him perfectly!
I was so worried for the past 1 week that it wouldn't fit him!
But baby so 大隻, confirm can wear de hor! :D
I also loved the gift he got for me!

Yes, please tell me it's so damn cute, because I totally love it! ^^
And yes, I've got my iPhone 4, in white! (STILL CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT IT!!!)
So this casing and my phone looks perfect together! Mad happy! ♥
I'm not a Hello Kitty lover, but coincidentally, both my iPod and iPhone's casing are Hello Kitty!

iPhone 4, means...
MORE PRETTY PICTURES!

Baby, you're the best!

Bleh!!

I'm loving you more, looking forward to many more years with you ♥

祥的廣告!

2011-07-23T14:46:00.003+08:00

Dico's chicken! (Looks damn nice but Singapore dont have :<)

I love this the most. ♥

I miss you, so much. :(

2011-07-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

I just miss you, and I dont know why. :(

短，頭髮。

2011-07-05T20:52:00.005+08:00

Hi all, I'm back with a new hair cut.
Is it nice?? :)

I'm having a love hate relationship with it.
I wish my hair could be so neat and nice EVERYDAY!
But apparently, no.
It's now so damn messy, and it's only my second day with it >:(
So sad right!
Kinda miss my long hair! Have it with me since... Pri 4?
Hmmm, it's 8 years! OMGOMGOMG!
And I'm actually so so brave to cute it SO short!
I'm still trying hard to get used to it...
I hope it will get neater!

Photos from Sunday. There's more but I dont know where my sister saved it -.-

My boy and I. ♥

Erjie! Don't the both of us look like mushrooms?! HAHAHA ♥

LOVE THIS PHOTO! All of us look so nice! ^^ ♥

I love my family ♥

Counting down... 20 days.

2011-07-02T00:38:00.006+08:00

Although we're still having a tiff, I still love you baby ♥
But I can't stop thinking about you saying that I'm too much, twice some more! :'(
Nvm I will try my best to forget about it.
真的很爱你啦! ♥

P.S: When can we stop quarreling? Sigh :(

After everyone cared, you then realized I actually needed you, the most. But it's too late.
Or would you even realized it?
To me, it's not that you don't know how to express yourself, be it in front of others or just with me.
It's just a matter of you willing to do it or not.
Did anyone teach me how to express myself? No.
And did anyone teach you to say those hurting things? No also.
Then why cant you do the same as I do?
Not knowing how, is just an excuse. If you're willing to, everything, and anything, can be done...
That's it.

Studying!!!!

2011-06-25T03:23:00.005+08:00

Yes, I'm studying this sickening module in the middle of the night, @ 3.39am!
And I'm giving up now, hitting the sack by 4am.
It's not healthy studying something I hate and suck at, at such hour, alone.
Mummy and Daddy went to Cruise, and Erjie's away in Penang.
My sis slept at 12plus am, I've been alone!! :(
This is bad.
My back is hurting so so much from sitting so long.
And that is the biggest reason to why I'm gonna sleep soon!
Tmr's gonna be another lonely day at home, with my boy not meeting me for dinner too!
This is so sad, cus I'm not gonna see him till Monday! *CRYYYY*
I'm missing him now, because I'm so stress with the stupid common test T.T
Sigh.
And he suddenly had a slight fever at my place, scare me cus I've never seen him falling ill AT ALL!
Baby, take care alright!

Cute picture for you guys~

My cute niece, Faith!! She's 18 months already, so fast~

This is Lucas and Louisa. (IGNORE MY SIS-.-)
Meimei looked super cute here, with her tongue stick-out! And she's 1 already!!
And Lucas looked so handsome here. ^^

Just so love the 3 of them ^^

Alright, I've got more than 7 days to suffer before I can go shopping/eat in peace!
Wish me luck for my common test yea? :)

Blue babies ♥

2011-06-17T01:36:00.004+08:00

Say hi to our lovely blue babies ♥

Baby, I know you still love me and I'm really touched by your words.
They never fail to melt my heart.
No matter how fierce our argument may be, we'll still be fine at the end right?
Because we truly love each other. ♥
I wanna thank baby for willing to change, thou you have not prove it to me.
I know I'm not good either, I'll do my best to be your best girlf too okay?
And I need to grow up.
Ranting on my blog is bad, I know you read it, and I still write those chunks of hurting words there. I'm so sorry, baby.
Thanks for the lovely Stitch.
(I'm not realistic and I forgive him not because of it.)
Just wanna thank baby for everything that you've done. :)
I hope we would stop quarreling, really.
It's very tiring to be like that. :(
As what my previous post says,
"A peck on my cheek, and everything will be fine."
As long as baby is still willing to hold my hand, I will never leave you.
♥ you ,

XOXO

A peck on my cheek, and everything will be fine. :)

2011-06-11T00:59:00.002+08:00

I realised, each time after we quarrel, no matter how bad it is,
As long as you're willing to hold my hands once again,
Everything will be fine.
As long as you kiss me on my cheek,
My anger will be gone.
Will you do that forever? :(

吵架時，女生喜歡嘴硬叫你走開，但你千萬不要真的走開。
女生一氣之下跑走，你一定要追在她後面，要是沒看到背後有人她會很失望。
她說無所謂并不是真的無所謂，其實是想要你在意她。
女生有時候說分手，是因為不安。只能賭上最後的籌碼，所以你一定要死皮賴臉去哄她，
要讓她知道你還很愛她。

I seriously wonder, how many guys do all these.
If my boy just do one for me, I will be very very happy and grateful.
Sigh. :(

45 days.

2011-06-07T00:25:00.002+08:00

Smiling so retarded-ly together. (:
But I felt so blissful at the same time.
No matter how much you've hurt me, made me cry,
I'm just loving you more and more.
Do you know? ♥
You're the best, baby! ^^
Really love today a lot, the way you hugged me while we were taking this photo.
Mwah! ^3^

I want everyday to be like this!

2011-05-19T02:00:00.003+08:00

How I wished everyday can be like this, we can play and camwhore all day long~ :(

Nothing is on the right track!
I've fallen ill.
Which caused me to earn lesser money, and spending my whole of Vesak Day sleeping!
But I guess it's a good rest for me?
I'm feeling better when I'm up today.
So, I have been sitting in front of my lappy since 2pm, and my back have been hurting every hour. :(
Just when I'm about to start, I found out that I have MANY MANY MANY ASSIGNMENTS awaiting me! T.T
Totally shocked me!
- ~~Food Chem reports (3a and 3b)~~
- Food Chem E-practical
- ~~Food Ingredient report~~
- GSM Traditional Dance Brochure
- Biostats proj
- Food Chem powerpoint presentations
- Unit Ops tutorial
- Unit Ops group report
- Food Microbio report/poster/video?
- Salad dressing recipe!
- Food Biotech report
- Study for Lifespan Nutrition!!
Yea, you guys must be scared to see SO MANY FOOD RELATED MODULES!
I think they are all very scary too. :(
I dont want an E-learning week, I'd rather go sch and attend lectures.
Sigh.
And the upcoming class BBQ is redundant.
HAPPENING AT THE WRONG TIME!
I dont have enough time for work already, STILL ORGANIZE WHAT BBQ LA TSK!
Feel like giving work a miss on Saturday again. :(
Hate myself for always doing last minute work.

I just I can enjoy myself tmr, with him.
And drown myself in work when I'm backkkk~

I'll blog again soon~

Friday the 13th.

2011-05-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

Yea it's and unlucky day, and date.
Even before the clock strikes 12, I'm facing all the bad stuffs.
In fact, I'm shivering in fear right now.
And I have no idea why am I like that. :(
I don't dare to climb onto my bed for I know I will start crying all over again.
I choose to sit in the living room, alone, is because I'm trying to reflect upon what I've done?
And I wanna isolate myself too. Sigh.

He will never understand how girls think and feel.
Just like how I can't understand why he loves the gym more than me, and lead such a healthy lifestyle...
Too healthy till I'm always giving nonsensical comments when people ask about it. Ohwell...
I think I've poked too much into his business and world.
Have I?
I've cared too much of his personal life, studies, and now even his eating habits!
HURHURHUR! who got girlf like me suay for 100 years also not enough right!
But most of the things I do, is all out of concern (sch work etc.).
Mayb he doesn't agree.

Today, I think I'm crowned the most rude daughter of the whole world. :(
I feel bad for venting my anger out.
But what's done cannot be undone...

I've decided to take a step back from everything.
Things between us and blahblahblah.
I hope it helps, I hope my change will decrease the number of times we quarrel.
No more Wednesday-after-sch dates, no more weekend dinners, no more working till 6pm on Saturday just to go dating.
All these won't matter anymore.
All I need is just time to forget about all those routines.
I'm so tired, and no one, just no one will understand. :'(

And I work doesn't mean that I'm neglecting my studies.
In fact, it helped me to plan my time well and I'm able to force myself to complete my assignments every Sundays. :(
Why don't you guys understand?
You say I'm not being supportive of you going gym, what about you?
You're not being supportive of me going to work too :(
Nothing is going in the way I want. Sigh.
For that very moment just now, I wished I was single...

Cry ZiEn, just cry your heart out for these few nights and live as a happy girl.
You know you can do it!
*hugs self*

是大家都不喜歡我, 還是我自己惹人厭? :(

I'm so tired...

2011-05-08T17:34:00.004+08:00

When can I get a good rest?
So tired with sch assignments, lectures, lab and WORK.
I'm so busy till I hardly have the time to use computer.
Everyday when I'm home, I bathe, have dinner, and I'll be too tired to even use the comp.
Then I head to bed.
It'll be worse on Friday, cus I go work after sch.
Many ask me to quit, but I'll just continue.
Somehow, I feel that ever since I started working since sch reopen, I planned my time better.
Like on every Sunday, I'll force myself to sit down in front of the comp and do my work. :)
It's good right?

Okay anyw, there's something very sad that happened today!!

SEE THAT '7' BUTTON OVER THERE!
It died on me today-.-
I was trying to log into Facebook just now, they kept telling me my passwork is wrong.
At first I thought someone hacked into my account.
But it turned out to be that 7 spoiled! T.T
Totally sian diao, cus ALL OF MY PW HAVE THE NUMBER 7 AND MY STUDENT ID HAVE ALSO!
Which means I can't log into my blackboard and MSN and email and Facebook!
But in the end, I did something damn stupid!
I googled "seven", and copied the number!
That's why I'm still here using it! HURHURHUR~ CLEVER OR WHAT! LOL
So now, I'm thinking...
Should I repair it, or just buy a new USB keyboard?
Which one is cheaper?
Anyone knows?? I'll be happy if you guys help lor!
So sad :(

777777777777777777777777777777777777777,
CAN YOU PLEASE RECOVER?!

P.S: I wanna go dating la!! :'(

iloveyou ♥

2011-05-03T23:32:00.008+08:00

I just feel like dedicating a post to you, my dearest. ♥
I wasn't in the mood for my report just now, so I went to read past conversations on MSN.
From when we were still bestfr, till we got together.
Everything was so sweet back then. I was so touched while reading it.
But I realised, things changed.
You used to put me in your priority, but you dont do that now.
You used to wait for me, you dont do that now.
Things you used to do, you no longer do them.
But I was glad, you once did them before.
I felt important before. I was part of you in the past.
Now, yes, everything is different.
The way you treat me, things you do, blahblah. :/
But there's something that never changed, my love for you.
I'm sorry for the times that I make things hard and sad for the both of us.
I hope that you could treat me like how you used to, but I know things can never go back.
We've been through so much, we will continue this journey together, as long as we still love each other.
Your friend really taught me a lot.
We used to stick to each other, treat each other damn well and nice, put one another in the priority, that's all because we didn't spend enough time together when we first started.
As time goes by, everything became a habit...
Having me is like a habit to you already.
We quarrelled over priority, over you not spending time with me.
Now I understand, you dont just have me now, cus you're already used to have me in your life.
Guess I've learnt a lot...
I will know when to not disturb you and give you your free time.
But sometimes, I just hope, like once in a while, you could think of me... :(
I used to receive your text saying that you miss me. But now I dont.
You wont miss me anymore?
I know, your Wednesdays wont be just for me...
You will still slot in gym as and when you like...
Again, I have to get used to it, and know the fact that I dont just have me.
Hmmm, sometimes, I wonder, why do sad and hurtful things stays longer in my heart, than those happy moments?
Do you know, I'm actually still sad over what happened previously?
The very last time we quarrelled, over you going gym. :(
When can I get over it? :(

Whatever it is, I'm happy to have you in my life.
For I really love you ♥

P.S: Please dont say I anyhow think again hor! This is meant to be something sweet, but I guess it turned out bad again >:(
P.S.S: I MISS HEARING YOU SING ONE IN A MILLION!

Happy Easter Day~ ^^

2011-04-25T20:35:00.004+08:00

I THINK MY NEW BACKGROUND IS DAMN NICE! (Y)

These two hats so cute right?! Heehee! :D
We didn't celebrate Easter Day of course! Haha!

Sch have started... Week 2 already! :x
I've been busy... Working on weekends.
I wanna try to see if I can cope, I hope I can.
I know it's gonna be damn tiring.
But I managed to force myself to sit down, and do my assignments + tutorials eh.
Is it something good?
Gonna work on Friday, Saturday and Sunday for this week...
Tired~ I wanna tell my manager that I wanna off on Sunday, but I bet he won't allow. >:(
Sigh. From next week onwards, I won't work so many days already...
I needa rest too...
I hope I'm able to join Mentoring too~ ^^

Just bought this from Felicia's blogshop, Le Joli.
So damn cute right?!
They've got even cuter stuffs!
Do visit and support them okay? ^^

This post is just... Random!!!
I just wanna update this space cus I dont wanna leave it dead here.
And I'm bored now ==

ADVANCE BIRTHDAY FOR MY BOY! ♥

2011-04-09T02:23:00.004+08:00

Me ^^

My boy yawning!! So ugly! HAHA!

Went to meet the girls in the afternoon for lunch at Ajisen!
It's nice as usual. :)
Headed to town to get birthday present for my boy!
They got him polo tee! :D
Then he finally came, and parted with the girls!
Went to shop around, and I got him his birthday gift at Taka!
Surprisingly cheap! Saved about $40 for that baggie! HEHE!
Price isn't important, it's him liking it that's important! ♥
Then we went to have dinner at Breeks! It's nice, but a little over-priced.
It's okay, for his brithday!! Once in a while. :)

His dinner!

And this is mine! :)

Our big Mr. Bean ice cream cone!! Love them! ♥

New template!!

2011-04-04T23:02:00.005+08:00

YAYNESS!
I've got new and ncie template, I'm so happy! :D
Isn't it nice? ^^
I think I spent the last one hour doing it! ^^
*clapclap*
Anyw, I got my pay today!
But it's only... $274.50!
Nvm, the next pay will be more!

Today wasn't a good day, cus we quarrelled again.
Cried so so much, and I'm feeling so tired now! *yawns*
I'm glad things are fine.
Many many thanks to brother for making me feel fine again!
And of course, thank you baby, for willing to accept everything again.
I love you ♥

*huggggs*

I'm officially 18!

2011-03-30T01:10:00.009+08:00

I turned 18 on 27 March!
Been so long since I last updated this space, almost a month already!
Had been busy with work, work and work!! Sad life uh!
Requested off on 27, 28 and 29 March!
Celebrated with awesome friends and family. ♥
Thanks Felicia and Yanting for treating me to Nyny on 26th night!
Thanks to my family for that nice lunch on 27th afternoon!
Thanks awesome brother for the Korean BBQ dinner on the same night!
Thanks Minmin and Zhongjie for the wonderful present! I totally love it! ♥
Big big thanks to Shijia, Jessica and Munayeng for the wonderful day spent together.
From singing k, to dinner and then chatting at the skypark! ♥♥♥

Thanks Fel, Erjie, Zhongjie and Minmin, Poly clique, Mummy and my lovely boy for the presents! ^^ And myself too!

And my greatest present for this birthday, must, and have to be...

HIM, my dearest boy! ♥
Where to find such person who can tolerate all my nonsense, my bad temper, my everything?
Thanks for always being with me, be it happy or sad moments.
Every moment spent with you is something that I'll always remember.
Cus you're important to me, and I will never want to forget a little bit about you.
I love you ♥

FKYW! ♥

2011-03-09T13:40:00.002+08:00

Felicia Koh!

Been so long everyone seen her face on my blog already right! Hehe!
Yea man, a year we didnt meet up and go shopping + catch-up like last Saturday le! :D
This friend of mine, still so cute as ever! HAHA!
It's great to be friends again, and I'm treasuring every single friendship of mine now!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Hope to meet up with her again! I wanna visit her new house! :D

Have been busy with work, for the past 2 days.
First time being in the F&B industry, I'm actually enjoying it!
It's not as boring as being a promoter, where I really just stood there and see the time past.
For Lenas, when I get busy, each time I see my watch, it's like 30 minutes have gone!
It's really fast, AND ME LIKE! :D
Collegues are all very nice and friendly people, cus mostly are of our age! :D
Manager is nice too, just that sometimes he ask stupid things and give stupid comments-.-
Working with Yanting is (Y) too! I have a company!
Off this Friday and Saturday, AND I'M SURE TO HAVE A GOOD DAY WITH HIM! ♥

Till then...

Exam week!

2011-02-25T02:06:00.003+08:00

22/2/2011, I got my first ever bouquet of flowers.
Isn't it nice? ♥

It's my exam week this week.
Haven't have much time to update this space with my daily life.
Ohwell, it'll just be about sch, sch and sch. How boring.
I've struggled through 3 papers already.
Ochem on Monday, MFS on Tuesday and INs today.
Both Ochem and MFS were manageable, I happy about it. :)
I think I've secured at least a C for both? Wanna get B of course!
As for INS, I really memorized super hard for it.
In the end, those that I studied real hard came out in MCQs and those that I didnt care much appeared in Essay Qns-.-
I dont know what to say, I crapped through those questions.
I hope I still can get at least a C? With the help of my CT and projs!
I'm left with one more paper- PHYSICS!
Super worried for it, but I'm giving myself a 2-days self-declared holiday till Saturday!
Then I'm meeting Poly clique to study Physics together on Sat!
Hope it'll be a productive one. :)
Gonna drown myself in drama, for now.
Going Party World with Zj and Minmin tmr.
Hmmm, I dont know why but I dont quite look forward to it.
Dont really feel comfortable singing with them. Kinda weird.
No mood, HOW TO SING?!
If stone there, like so spoil their mood. Sigh.
I wished I could spend my day with just him. >:(

I found out new way to release stress!
Walking home with him. ♥

累了...

2011-02-22T02:08:00.001+08:00

I want more soft toys.
I want chocolates.
I want surprises.
I wanna play.
I wanna have fun.
I dont wanna cry.
I dont wanna feel hurt.
I dont want anymore scars between us.
When can we be happy? >:(
我很累...

羅志祥 - Touch My Heart MV.

2011-02-19T15:37:00.003+08:00

So sweet~ ♥
And who on earth will be so sweet? *melts heart*

Paralyze.

2011-02-18T02:15:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, it makes me wonder...
With my current tailbone condition, will it eventually make me paralyze?
As in can no longer walk.
I don't know how to make it recover.
All I can do is to go for 針灸 and make the pain lesser.
And somehow, it even gets numb if I sit for too long.
It's really scaring and worrying me...
Sigh. >:(
I hate it.
Dear pain, can you please go away?
You're stopping me from studying you know!
Boohoohoo!
I'm really scared of it now!
Can someone come and sayang me?
So scared that I feel like crying! :'(

BFFs!

2011-02-14T01:45:00.004+08:00

FIRST OF ALL,
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! ♥

Ain't my dearest here so cute? ♥ (IGNORE MY SMALL EYES!)

Met Munyaeng and Shijia on Saturday.
Epic part- SHIJIA WOKE UP AT 12.45PM WHEN WE'RE MEETING AT 1PM.
MUNYAENG TURNED OUT TO BE THE EARLIEST, FOR THE EVER FIRST TIME EVER SINCE I KNOW HER.
SHIJIA WAS SO SMART TILL SHE TOOK THE WRONG BUS! (Y)
But without them on Saturday, I think I'll just die. >:(
I enjoyed myself.
Shopping is the best therapy!
When I shopped, I stopped myself from thinking.
I love that feeling ♥
And it's also the people I'm with.
We ate and chat, then all headed home.
How I wish I can meet them up weekly. :(
That's too much, we're all too busy.
I'm missing them...

I realised, friends are still the best... ♥

Worthless.

2011-02-12T12:10:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling all so worthless.
With boyf not caring much about me, ignoring me much.
And friends who don't reply to my msgs and calls.
I lead a sad life... :'(

I want a relationship where ;

2011-02-10T01:27:00.002+08:00

when people look at us , they be like ” i want to be in a relationship now ”.

we go shopping together.

we make fun of each other , but come out stronger at the end.

we’re each others best friends.

we take cute pictures.

we match our outfit on some days.

we can never stay mad at each other for so long.

we show off each other to everyone.

at the end of the day we’re happy we’re together , no regretting.

Truth about girls.

2011-02-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

We are impatient: We always want to be attended.

We are immature: seeking too much attention.

We are emotional: even at the smallest detail, we cry.

We are lawyers: we can make right things wrong, and wrong things right.

But in spite all that, we are: forgiving, loving, caring, faithful.

And once we choose you, It would always be you. ♥

羅志祥 - 獨一無二 MV

2011-01-30T01:26:00.001+08:00

After 1 year, he's backkkk.
Love his new hair style.
And why is he forever so cute, so 帥?!?! ♥

Awww~ :')

2011-01-29T14:02:00.002+08:00

一天晚上
两个决定分手的恋人正在谈判中
女孩双眼红肿冷眼看了一看男的
便把刚才写好的清单递了给他：
书架——-我买的
相框————-我买的
时钟——-我买的
椅子——-我买的
以上物品我将搬走
男孩看了一眼
从桌上拿起一根笔
伏在桌前振笔疾书也给她一张纸：
棉被————-免费
衣柜——-免费
热水瓶——-免费
电话————-免费
两百封信——-免费
无数次的接送——-免费
陪著你、照顾你、等你————-免费
你爱逛街、我带箸你到处跑——-免费
以上全部免费赠送
欢迎搬走
所有的衣服、花朵——-免费
还有为你焦虑、为你欢喜
这些都是免费的
以上全部都加起来
对你的真爱仍是免费的
女孩看后
刚收藏好的泪水又逐渐解放出来
她垂下头吸一吸鼻子
再抬起头还是冷冷地看著男孩说：
“以上所有东西我全都搬走
还有你、我选的……
也要搬走！”
男孩二话不说便把女孩抱在怀里
在她耳边悄声地说：
“把我搬走吧……”

既然還深愛著彼此，那為甚麼要談分手？
那不只是在增加對彼此的傷害嗎？
But still, this is damn super sweet!
And I wonder, is there really such sweet guys?
I know my boyf is not!

Nice night. ♥

2011-01-27T00:09:00.001+08:00

I don't have my boyf with me every night. ):
But it's good to catch up with friends.

Tonight, I talked to Felicia, she shared with me many things!
I'm so-so glad that we can talk like before, she can trust me again.
I just hope this can continue. ♥

Talked to Yanting too. ♥
Feel so weird. Haven't seen her for more than 2 weeks.
Really weird. Missing her already.
So happy for her that things are fine already.
Love you, bff! ♥♥

How I wished my boyf could stay up a little later to accompany me through the night.
But it's too much for him.
It's okay, I'm getting used to it.
I love him. ♥

I should be a good girl and head to bed soon. :)

Lovely friends. :)

2011-01-22T02:02:00.003+08:00

My lovely girls! ♥ (without kelly!!)

Best! ♥

I love my class! ^^

Ain't this cute?!?! :D:D

Got back Common Test results.
I should say, many shocked me!
I got B for phy, which I didn't managed to finish every question.
All were like half done, and I GOT A B! :O
But sadly, I failed my Ochem. >:(
I don't know why too, but it's just a borderline fail, so I guess it's alright?

We had a "games" day the other day, with other SCL classes.
It was funnnn! Thou we got the 6th, but really fun! ^^

Exams is round the corner, I should really start studying!
Can't afford to fail Ochem again, I dont wanna re-module! T.T
CNY is coming too, I can't wait for nice food, goodies and ANGBAOS!

Sad to say, meetup with friends this week were all canceled. :(
I wanna meet them again badly la!!

I should sleep soon.
Really mad tired since just now. :(
Nights! ♥

6th ♥
I love you, thanks for everything. :)

倪安東 - 散場的擁抱 MV

2011-01-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

散場的擁抱
曲：蘇俊沅詞：姚若龍編曲：鍾興民Baby-C 、JerryC

從妳的眼角慢慢地明瞭
我能做的很少
原來妳藏著傷但不想和我聊

妳選的電影像某種預告
不坦白的主角
最後流著眼淚堅持獨自走掉

散場的擁抱我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵還能道歉和好
我知道妳留著和他所有合照
明明面前是答案卻撕掉不要

呵護地祈禱溫柔地討好
愛能讓人渺小
苦笑冒充微笑浪漫得不肯逃

散場的擁抱我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵還能道歉和好
我知道我們和你們不能比較
但我的愛多強悍出乎妳預料

散場的擁抱我還在燃燒
但妳心裡的浪潮拒絕讓我看到
妳煎熬不肯定什麼是最想要
愛才又像樂園又像監牢

散場的擁抱混亂的心跳
多寧願只是爭吵還能道歉和好
我知道太美的回憶像副手銬
越是掙脫越纏繞我比妳明瞭

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY IS HE SO DAMN CUTE?!?!?! ♥♥♥♥

SO FAR SO GOOD. :)

2011-01-13T01:49:00.002+08:00

My year started pretty well.

With the best buffet on my sis birthday.
The Line @ Shangri-La Hotel. ♥

And then was me finding back my friend, FKYW!
(insert more ♥♥♥♥♥)
Isn't it happy?? :)
Thou she still finds it a bit weird, but I think time will tell bah.

Sad things in my life for now, I think it'll only be from him.
Ohwell, I was sad, cried for days and blah.
Guess we're alright now!
Just that the feeling isn't as strong.
That's what I feel, and I know it's not good.
He always tells me, time will tell.
I really hope so, cus I dont wanna lose him. ♥

Sch just started for like, a week.
And it's getting hectic.
With undone proj, and tuts left from the holiday.
I can only blame myself, for playing too much during the holiday.
I've fixed to go for a jog every Monday, with Vanessa.
I hope we can go every week, can lose weight and release stress at the same time. :)
Just hope workload can decrease, but it's impossible!
They'll just increase and pile up. :(

So what am I doing at such ungodly hour?
Just done with my report, and using a little time to update this space.
I'm getting lazy in blogging nowadays.
But sometimes, when I need it, I will still be here. :)

Time to sleep, buaizzzzzzzz~

刑警 / Completed.

2011-01-07T01:04:00.004+08:00

刑警 ; Gun Metal Grey.
I spent my 3 whole weeks of holiday on only 1 drama, UNBELIEVABLE!
I watched it so slowly, mainly because i was busy catching up with friends during the holiday.
Anyw, THIS DRAMA IS AWESOME! (Y)
Where to find such good and handsome and hot and OLD male leads?!
It's none other than my Miumiu! **insert 100 ♥**
The way he walk, OMG SO SUAVE! :)
I like the story line too.
It's based on true cases from Hong Kong!
Didn't know Hong Kong is so scary~ T.T
Okay, nevermind.
This show is just so great, with handsome cast! ^^
HAHA.
王浩信 is my new found love~ ♥
I swear I'm also gonna watch all the dramas that he act! So shuai!! :D:D
I'll rate this 9/10!! ♥

I think I'm crazy!
Shall head to bed!
Gonna have good food tmr!
THE LINE @ SHANGRI-LA!
SHIOK OR WHAT HAHA.

Happy 2011! :D

2011-01-01T22:45:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! How did you guys spent your last week of 2010? :)

These are the lovely people that I met up with during the holidays!
I'm short of photos from K session with Poly clique! ♥

Met up with bffs on Tuesday to shop and cus Munyaeng's birthday is the next day, so we bought present for her! ^^

Best to shop with them! :D

Chatting too! Love them lots!

Went out with Yanting for lunch on Wednesday!

We had Ding Tai Feng! Xiao Long Bao and Fried Rice is loved~

Good time chatting with her too! :D Catching up and gossiping!

Thurday was K session with Poly clique! :D:D

I've got no photos, all with Peixuan.
And on the 31st of Dec, I spent it with dear and his friends. :)
Party World again, early in the morning.
And then lunch and steamboat dinner at dear's place! :)
Nice day out! ^^

And on the very first day of 2011, I stayed at home.
Did household chores.
Went out to Nex, again, and had dinner at PUTIEN.
Not too bad, but it's damn ex! T.T

Tmr's gonna be a boyf-less day.
習慣就好...

Flashbacks.

2010-12-30T02:42:00.005+08:00

I love reading blogs of my closest friends, reminding myself that I still have them with me and how we used to spend those happy days in grey stripes together.
Tonight, I did that again. :)
Mixed feelings I'm having now...
Read Shijia's blog.
We have had A LOT of happy times together, be it just the 2 of us or what.
I love times when it's the 6 of us.
Shijia, Munyaeng, Jessica, Beechien and Felicia...
I knew this would never happened anymore, this image of us together will never appear again.
Yes, I'm sad.
We used to be so closed, meeting early in the morning for breakfast before heading to sch.
Spending our weekends in the National Libraries before our Os.
Shopping, movies, eating pasta.
All these memories were so precious. And I wish they will never fade.
But I have to admit, memories do fade... And it's fading off. :(

We saw her again yesterday...
The feeling was... Indescribable.
How should I put it? Hmmm...
So near, yet so far.
She's my good friend, yet I cant go up and talk to her or give her a hug.
This is holy crap.
I hope I can do something about it, oh wait, I did something.
But I was ignored.
Mayb she prefer the present, and have long forgotten about the past.
Mayb I should do that, but it's just so hard.

I almost gave up another friendship for her.
I liked the ending cus I've got the both of them.
But they'd lost each other, they no longer accept each other.
Isn't this heart-wrenching?

How long has it been?
Last year August, we were all still friends, all still as one.
I've long forgotten what broke us apart, I dont wish to rmb.
I really forgotten the real reason, for good.
It's been more than a year...
And I have not gotten used to it.
I still do miss her. But ohwell, what can I do?
I dont think doing anything helps.

She said she no longer hate her.
She dont dare to look at her cus she thinks she dislike her.
What is all this disliking and blahblah?
It's been a year, all of us are all in different schools.
All of us have grown up in every ways.
When can we put down all these and be friends again?
I doubt so.
This will never happen.
I can only dream.

Yes, I'm sad now.
Will only be sadder if I continue thinking, hoping, waiting.
I should move on, since they have long gone far away from each other, and I'm still stuck here.
Move on, ZiEn...

Last thing I hope before the year ends- May we be friends again.
(I dont think it's gonna happen?)

BUSY WEEK~

2010-12-28T02:34:00.002+08:00

Busy week ahead.

Monday- Back to sch for proj. And movie with Dearrr.
Tuesday- Meet up with Shijia and Munyaeng for shopping and dinner! ^^
Wednesday- Lunch with Yanting @ Nex~ 小龍包 arh!
Thursday- K with Poly clique. :)
Friday- K again with Dear's friends! (not confirm thou)

Woohoo~ What's more.
ASSIGNMENTS!
I HAVE 4 PROJECTS ON HAND, 1 LAB REPORT, 2 TUTORIALS AND 1 E-PRACTICAL!
Congrats to me uh, and I'm still going out everyday! T.T

But ohwell, I'm a good girl today!
I've completed one of the project!
Staying up till this hour just for it!
So happy with myself! *pats on shoulder* :)

HEEHEE!
Enough of nonsense!
I should sleep if not I wont be able to meet him for lunch tmr!
BUAIZZZZZZ~

Christmas!

2010-12-25T12:54:00.004+08:00

Hee! I dont know why, but I find this picture so nice lo. ♥

I've been sick for the past 1 week, or more!
I have finally recovered! :)
23rd and Christmas Eve was both spent with Dear and his friends. :)
Great day out cus they are all nice people.
And today, it's Christmas! :D
I'm gonna go watch movie with Mummy, Sis and her boyf, and my boyf! ^^
How nice~

OVER~

2010-12-19T13:08:00.002+08:00

CT is over, like finally.
Bad CT week I had.
Now that it's over, I'm sick-.-
Good or what. Sigh.
Terribly sick.
Coughing non-stop, even when I'm sleeping. ):
But I hope this gives me a very good reason to skip sch tmr. :)
Dont wanna go there just for an hour to marinate those damn chickens. -.-
Beautiful weekend, and I'm spending it at home.
Dear came over yesterday! <3<3<3
I couldn't go out, so he came! ^^
So happy to have him with me when I'm sick like this.
Love him! ♥ & missing him now~
Sigh, too bad I cant have him with me today. ):

Okay, off to watch my drama. :)

I dislike comparisons.
Everyone is different in every way.
Why must they do the same things?!

Taking a break~

2010-12-11T15:00:00.003+08:00

I said I'll be back on the 17th, but hey~
HAHA.
I'm just taking a break from a week of studying non-stop!
Break for a while okay!
I'm going to study again! :'(
What a sad life.
I'm having CT the whole of next week.
And guess what, 6 modules, ALL SCIENCES!
Congrats to my brain. :)
Kthxbye I'm going back to study NOW.
I wanna meet dearrrrrrr <3
& thou I'm using my Mac, I dont dare to open FB cus I'll be stuck there for HOURS!
GAHHHHH!

2010-12-11T14:58:00.001+08:00

True or what.

Dumb day~

2010-12-05T01:48:00.005+08:00

I finally know how to use this damn thing, Picasa!
Kinda hard, but I love collages made from this. :)
I wanted to make this my header.
And then this blogger, I dont know they changed their classic template thingy.
And blahblah, I nearly screw up my whole blog!
I did! And I revived it again.
I didn't save my template, and I spend a long time doing it again.
PHEW LUCKILY I MANAGED TO DO IT OKAY!

Anyw, today's a stupid day.
Dear and I spend half of our day walking around, and taking public transport.
Serangoon >> Train to National Library >> Bus to Geylang East library >> Cab back to Serangoon!
It's really dumb, after spending so much time and money, WE'RE BACK AT THE SAME PLACE!
That's because those 2 libraries DONT HAVE ANY SEAT FOR US ):<
Did tut, had dinner at Nex, and then went back to study phy~
Went off at 9:30pm.
NOT PRODUCTIVE cus I wasn't feeling well ):

My dinner~! 来来红烧牛肉面.
It's not as nice as I expected. 6/10!

New casing for my touchyyyy~
Isn't it nice and lovelyyyy~ ♥

Won't be updating blog much.
Cus i'm having Common Test real soon~
Nothing interesting going on too.
Twitter updates are more frequent. :p
Will be back after CT! 17/12~
I'LL BE BACK~ LOLOLOL

Lonely Sunday...

2010-11-28T19:09:00.004+08:00

I've rot my Sunday away.
Woke up at 12 for lunch, and I lied on my bed all the way from 1 to 4.
I did fall asleep, wake up to reply msgs, then sleep again.
Almost all were an hour interval.
Busy busy... He is so busy.
I think I woke up at 3pm, tweet, played game on iPod and didn't sleep already.
Thought through things.
Especially about last night.
I was in the wrong. It did made my Sunday down like dont know what.
I dont know how to reply him.
I dont know how to describe my feeling.
It's all mixed. Sigh.
And all your replies were the same. I gave up.
Dont wanna reply already.
You say you gonna go home early, WHO ON EARTH WILL BELIEVE.
Kthxbye, I'm gonna study now. :)

Every Sunday, I'm boyf-less.
&I look forward to coming Saturday.
Hope everything goes well and nothing will disappoint me. ♥

Just because she love you so...

2010-11-24T23:54:00.001+08:00

Got this from Huixian's blog...

Boy: I broke up with her.

His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.

His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.

His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she..

His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

___________________________________________________

This is so nice...
Only if all guys think like His Best Friend, no girls will be hurt...
But sometimes, overdoing it will be kind of irritating too. :p
It's just exactly why that boy broke up with her, SHE IRRITATES HIM.
Sigh. So complicated...

Study~

2010-11-21T17:32:00.003+08:00

I was taking a break just now. :)
Love him. ♥

Tried on Ochem tut just now.
Did some, left some blank.
Cus I really got no idea on how to do them. ):
Gonna get help tmr!
I re-write notes from last week's HBI practical.
And I went through INS for last week too. :)
I wanna do more things.
Feel like studying MFS.
But I have to go bathe soon. Going ahmah house after dinner.
Shall continue after I'm back, since that idiot went to his friend's house.
AND HE SAY HE GO FOR AWHILE ONLY.
LIKE HELLO, WHO WILL BELIEVE-.-

I FEEL LIKE READING A BOOK~

Define FRIEND.

2010-11-17T23:12:00.004+08:00

Something spoiled my morning, the very first thing I did when I woke up.
Ohwell, I guess it did spoiled all of ours.
What Huixian wrote, touched me.
I am SIGNIFICANT to her, I have a place in her heart.
In fact, everyone of them have a place in my heart.
We treasure each other, we care for one another.
You've made us give up.
Thanks, you should've done it even earlier.

After reading Huixian's post, I miss everyone.
All of you, the 5 of you. ♥

Someone special...

2010-11-16T23:05:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to you, Vanessa. ♥
You're someone special to me.
We have been through a lot together, ups and downs, happy and sad.
Thou we've just known each other for less than a year.
The feeling is different.
I felt as thou I've know you for very long and can share everything under the sun with you. :)
You're this special, this great. :)
Enjoy your day, love you. ♥

XOXO

BLISS.

2010-11-15T23:10:00.004+08:00

I'm a blissful girl. ♥
With a super nice boyf, who dotes me a lot!
(ignore my tired face!!)
He bought this lovely blue thing for me today! ^^
I love it ttm! He knew I always wanted a Stitch softoy.
But those sold at NTUC, Action City all are too expensive for a softoy.
We saw this today and he bought for me without hesitation.
I was still complaining that it's quite a waste of money to buy such things.
But he still bought it for me cus he thinks the price is reasonable! WEE~
XIEXIENI, DEAR!
I love you ♥

Weekend.

2010-11-14T21:02:00.003+08:00

I'm this bored, cus I'm studying right now.
4 more weeks till common test!
I'm working hard okay~ :)

Went out early yesterday, at about 10plus am.
To City Plaza with Dajie and her friend.
Shopped for clothes for her blogshop.
I bought a cropped top myself too! ^^
Met Yanting and off we went to the studio!
My dearest girl is getting prettier, okay she pretty all the while! :)
Love to see her shoot, and see how she change from one expression to another.
Funny ttm! I should take a photo the next time round~
This collection's clothes are nice! Take a look and support!
http://l-aimer.livejournal.com/6090.html#cutid1 ♥
Met dear after that. And we went Bugis to shop.
Met his friends and we went to have steamboat for dinner!
I was craving for it, badly! :D
So happy that I get to eat it!
Went Gardens to watch soccer after that.
MIO suck ttm! Whole match keep lagging-.-
Okay, I'm not interested in it, but it irritates me k.
Home then.

I'm a good girl today, cus I stayed at home! :D
Slacked for the whole afternoon till after my dinner.
I was printing notes just now and my printer jam paper again-.-
For dont know how many times already, and I'm always pissed with it.
It's like a weekly routine. ):
Managed to pull the whole paper out! And get my notes printed.
Studying Ochem now, last Friday's lecture.
I understand a bit here and there. More of doing recapping before I touch my tut.
Tmr is Monday>> MFS>> IRRITATING PARTNER>> NAG ME FOR A WEEK.
WTF WISH MY LUCK PEOPLE.
No you guys should wish her, I might get really irritated and shout at her.

Continue to study~ BYE

Presentation~

2010-11-12T19:25:00.003+08:00

XIANNNNN~ :D

Presentation yesterday!
From the minute I stepped into the lab, my tummy starts to ache.
I was damn nervous!!
It went... Quite well.
Teacher said that our idea is good! :D WEEEE~
This made our day uh!
But my tummy didn't get better.
It ached for the whole day. ):

As for today, HBI practical cool max!
Pricked fingers for blood smear~
Cant wait to see it under microscope next week!

I'm feeling so damn tired. But dont wanna sleep.
He went to Blocked house again.
I will be bored tonight. ): Sigh

I'm left with about $40 till next week!
Jiayou to me man!
I have extra cash, just dont wanna spend it!
I wanna save a lot! And buy many many things at one go!! ^^

Made my day~

2010-11-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

This really made my day.
After crying for 2 days straight...
I love you too, girl. ♥

♥ Today!

2010-11-06T00:26:00.001+08:00

Met up with Shijia and Munyaeng todayyyy! ♥
Shijia and I knew that Munyaeng will cofirm be late, so we left home late too!
I end up being the earliest. :)
Shopped around for Mun's iPod cover, got it at Taka.
Then we headed to Far East!
Omg so many nice clothes and bags, all at affordable price!
But sad to say, I'm broke...
So damn broke!
But I still bought a tee today la.
Same as Shijia again. :) I wonder how many similar shirt we have in total already~
Headed to Ahmah house then.
Happy Birthday to Ahgong! ♥
Great to see relatives and cousins and Faith! She's so adorable la! :)
Cousin was being irritating.
And yes, I'll be very 幸福 de! :D

I'm super broke!
I'm only left with... $76 till 25th.
And I'm going Zoo tmr.
$18 will be gone for entrance fee, and mayb another $10++ for meals?
Hmmm... Congrats to me yea?
After tmr, I'll be left with less than $50 till end of the month. WOW!
Can't believe it man.
My saving plan failed, but it marks the beginning of my dieting plan!
Happy or not!

Dearest.

2010-10-30T01:27:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to you, my dearest. :)
Glad that you enjoyed today!
I love you ♥
3 years, still counting...

I'm up for 19 hours already! Goodness-gracious! LOL
Mad tired now!
HBI was interesting... But I just couldn't concentrate towards the end.
Ochem, have to force myself to concentrate.
But still, didnt manage to get all into my brain.
At least most la. :)
Went to get small gift for Shijia after sch.
Then headed for lunch and dear's house. :)
Shopped on Taobao with him. :)
Met them over at AMK Hub at 5.
And we had dinner @ Ichiban Sushi!
The sushi there is really damn nice!
So much nicer than Sakae's!
Spent $20 per person lo!

I love them all. ♥
How I wish we can meet up every week. ):

I just got my allowance on Monday.
Now I think I'm left with like $120?!
Seriously wtf! My save-money plan is gone! :'(
Sighhhh, now have to start all over again.
I can't eat expensive stuff anymore. ):
Have to keep to my less-than-$5-per-day aim!

Super tired!
NIGHTS AND IMY AND ILY. ♥

Girl language.

2010-10-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

♥

KILL TREES. T.T

2010-10-24T22:20:00.002+08:00

See the thickness!
I have killed this many trees, in fact, MORE!
Cus I printed some wrongly, blahblahblah.

This is how I've spent my whole afternoon.
Printing out all my notes, practical manual and tutorials.
I felt so relieved now! More than read to start this new sem. :)
I was super busy with printing notes, that I dont even bother if he reply me.
Being busy is good. :)
I'm beginning to love Sundays!
Love staying at home and tidying up sch stuffs, doing tutorials, getting ready for the new week. :)
I shall stop going out on Sundays!
Rest day at home + Family Day.
Had dinner with my family. Thou it's just at the kopitiam downstairs, not some 山珍海味, I felt contented already! ^^
It would be even better if it's food cooked by my mum.
Been so long since the whole family sat down together and eat.
About a week?? Cus of sch and work, everyone is busy.
I'm gonna eat more often at home, save money + pei my mama! :D

I'm gonna force myself to save at least $50 a month.
More would be even better! :D
Wanna get new wallet, hate my current one!
Get new bag, MANY MANY CLOTHES, and new pair of shoe!
I kinda regret getting that cotton on ones. ):
Hope they last! If not mum gonna scold me again, FOR BUYING CHEAP SHOES!
BUT HEY, I'VE GOT NO MONEY TO GET GOOD QUALITY ONES!
I hope I really can save up uh!

That idiot is still not home yet!
I will scold him if he complains that he is tired tmr!
活該 MAX! LOL

Singgg~

2010-10-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

Went singing today @ 10 Ah Hood Road with Shijia, Jessica and Merlvin! ^^
Weird place but nice to sing.
Most importantly, it's cheap!
$10nett, free flow drink and 1 bowl of sharkfin!
How cool can it get!
With that touch screen think to choose song! WOO~
Okay, I think I sound like some sua-gu. :p
Had diner with them and then KOI!
Make me feel so fat! T.T
We stood in the middle of some street and chatted!
Laughed so much! I had a lot of fun today!
Love them!
And I sang! After so long...
Release stress!
What makes me happy is seeing my boyf getting along well with my bestfriends, with people whom I treasure and love a lot. :)
Thanks darlings! ♥
Hope we can meet up frequently, and laugh like this. :)

New sem, new start. :)

2010-10-23T01:12:00.003+08:00

Busy with sch, no time to update my blog.
Here I am to update, TGIF!
Sch just started, and I can feel the stress already.
Firstly is of course from Project I module.
Project coming in on the first week, and it's a whole module.
We gonna spend whole 17 weeks on this project. ):
I dont know why, I just think that I can't really communicate with my group mates, except for Merlvin. ):
Sigh, hope everything goes well.
If he isn't with me, I think I will just die.
Sit at the corner, listen to them talk, and just do whatever they asked me to. ):
And next is, Organic Chemistry.
Last sem's PIC was manageable, cus it's all similar to sec sch's chem.
Just in depth.
I had the very first OChem lecture today.
Couldn't stay awake, too much to absorb.
He is teaching SO MANY thing in just that 2 hours, without giving any breaks in between.
The more I listened, the more pek cek I get! Seriously WTF!
Sigh, it's only the first lecture, and I'm feeling this way. T.T
Don't think the rest will be good. ):
I must buck up, seriously NO MORE SLACKING.
Must force myself to listen. ):

Meeting up with Shijia, Jess and Munyaeng tmr!
Release stress arh~

Happy 3rd. ♥
ILY.

Act.

2010-10-17T01:03:00.001+08:00

Dread 5th Nov to arrive.
It's a public holiday, no sch but I can't go out and enjoy either.
I have to go over.
It's like hell.
Going to face that whole bunch of fake people.
Ohno, wait. Their my "family".
I'm part of them.
Yucks, I don't think I'm so good in acting uh.
I don't think I'm that fake.
Fuck off la, seriously.
Please, anything don't involve us.
Need any help also don't come find us.
If we can't do what you all want, gossips will start flying all around.
What good will it do when you start to gossip about your own family?
It may not someone of the same surname as you, but hey, she has been with the family for more than a decade.
WTF? So nice to gossip!?
You don't deserve our respect seriously.
What if one day you found out that your family members gossip about you, how will you feel?!
Aiya, you will never get the chance to know.
Cus everyone is so good in acting, who will show?

Chalet~

2010-10-15T21:35:00.004+08:00

Dangou & Gingie~ Bestfrs!

Waiting for food~

Xiannnn. :)

♥

Kelly~ While we take a break from cycling.

LALALA~ This is just a pose. I dont know how to cycle.

I enjoyed my chalet with Clique. It was really fun.
Vanessa came over to my house on the first day and prepared food with me. :)
A lot to talk to her since I didn't meet her for such a long time.
Cabbed down and met Jiejie and her boyf. Thanks to their Choco-Banana cake from Secret Recipe! (Y)
Reached there and went for bbq. Took a long time to start fire.
Food was nice! Of course la, I prepare de leh~ HAHA.
Chatted with them and slept.
First night was a sleepless night for me. Didn't really sleep. ):
Second day was funnn~
Play Mafia game with poker cards! COOL MAN! :D
Went cycling too, and dinner @ BBQ Chicken. NICE!
Went back room and played with Monopoly Deal. FUN TTM! ADDICTIVE!
Was really tired. So I did sleep. :)
Went WWW on the third day. FREE TIX! ^^
Dinner with them at Bedok. Tired day uh.

Now that I'm back. I'M DAMN BROKE.
Left with $50 till 25th! KILL ME.
Good also la, I can 减肥!

IMISSYOU, IDIOT!

Respect...

2010-10-09T22:20:00.001+08:00

You don't deserve the respect I should have for you.
All your actions and words aren't suppose to be a good example.
Seriously, I dread going over.
Always have the feeling that everyone look down on my family.
What's the point of "family gathering" when everyone is so fake!?
Wtf. Aren't we part of you guys?
Do you think I'm so happy to be part of you all?
Sometimes what you do erks me.
Seriously it's not something that people like you should do.
Don't think kids don't know.
Being the youngest, I know.
What about those older ones?
Okay, 天下烏鴉一般黑.
You guys are just all the same.
Fuck off.

Sispec + Xinwang.

2010-10-08T23:12:00.003+08:00

While waiting for my drama to download, I shall blogggg~
About my trip to Sispec and my great time out with Clique. :)
Sispec trip was... Kinda boring and the weather is really hot.
I only liked the shooting part. Cool experience. :)
Army food suck ttm. Cannot imagine having to eat that EVERYDAY!
Even one mouth erks me. Poor boyf ate that for 2 WHOLE YEARS ):
Went to Xinwang TW Cafe at Citylink Mall for dinner.
It was great! I always love the food there. :)
Some food there are nicer than the HK cafe luh. ^^
And with the people I went with, (Y)!
Took many many pictures there. :)
Hope to go out with them again SOON~
Gonna spend one night with them next week! Cant waitttt~

Without Vanessa and Nemi! We still had fun thou. ♥

ILY! ♥

減！

2010-10-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

It's time for me to lose weight yea!
Look damn fat in those newly take photos during ytd's fieldtrip.
Scarily fat! T.T
Actually I maintained my weight la.
Didn't gain any.
But I want to be slimmer! HAHA!
Too fat no good ~.~
Goodluck to me.
I shall stuff myself with 魚片米粉 for all of my lunchhhhh~
Hope it works. :)
Not more fattening stuffs!

I WANT TO CHANGE MY PHONE BADLY!
Hate my current one~
And tmr marks the last day of his work, like finally!
More time with him! <3

BAKING! :D

2010-10-06T01:10:00.008+08:00

Today is the busiest day of my whole holiday man!
I didn't rot on my bed the whole day.
Went out in the morning with Mummy.
Lunchhhh at MOF! Spicy Miso Ramen is (Y)! LOVE IT! :D
And then, bought denim shorts from Cotton On! ^^
Went NTUC, bought stuffs for my muffins. :)
Reached home and spent the whole afternoon baking.
All the way from 3pm to 6pm~
So happy, cus it's damn nice!
Gonna share with Clique tmr! ♥

My fun process~

I know this looks disgusting! HAHA! My hardwork okay!

BAKING IN PROCESS! :D

End product! It dont look as nice as those sold outside.
But filled with my hardwork and 心意! ♥

AND I LOVE BAKING~
& MY BOYF~ WEEEE ♥
HAHA HEEHEE HOHO HUHU~

關於, 愛...

2010-10-04T00:57:00.001+08:00

到現在我才明白,
要維持一段感情,
原來那麼不容易...
有時候我很想放棄,
但因為太愛你,
我選擇繼續下去...

我好想你哦 ♥

女人啊...

2010-10-04T00:20:00.001+08:00

I got this from Huixian's blog.
I smiled after reading. :)

A:
她：“老公。幫我倒杯水呀。”
他：“石頭剪刀布。誰輸了誰去。”
她：“算了。我自己去吧。”

B:
他們坐在一起看韓劇。她起身。他問“去幹嘛？”
她：“去倒杯水。”
他：“你坐這看吧。我去給你倒。”

*女人要求不高，她對男人唯一的要求就是“疼她”，
你可以什麽都没有，只要你疼她，她就有足够的勇氣把自己的下半輩子交給你。*

A:
他晚上下班。給她打電話“老婆。我晚上和朋友出去吃飯。”
她：“你不是答應我陪我逛街的嗎？”
他：“改天吧！”
她默默地流淚。为什麽每次都是這樣？

B:
他下班的時候打電話給她:“親愛的。别人給我一張奧運會的票。巴西隊啊！一会兒我去
看球了啊。”
她：“哦。這樣啊。好吧。”
他：“怎麽不高興了？”
她：“你忘了。上周說好今天我朋友和她男朋友請我們吃飯啊。”
他：“唉呀。對不起親愛的。我忘記了。那我把票給别人吧。我陪你去吃飯。”
她：“不要了。吃飯可以改天。或者你先去看。我們等你。”
他：“那不行。答應你的事情必須得做到。再說你自己跟他們在一起像電燈泡似的。
你肯定不舒服啊”
她：“没事……”
没等她說完，他很強勢地告诉她“好了，聼我的，你收拾一下，我一會兒去接你。”

***其實女人不是不懂事，只是她需要碰上一個懂事的男人，其實情侣之間是可以互相的。***

A:
他：“我晚上出去吃飯了啊。”
她：“幾點回家？”
他：“九點之前肯定回家。”
九點半，她：“你怎麽還不回來啊？”
他：“十點。肯定回家。”
十一點。十二點。一點。兩點……
後來，她不再打電話催他，因爲她知道，對於不守承諾的男人，一切“肯定”都是“未必”。

B:
他：“我晚上出去吃飯。九點之前肯定結束。然後我們去看電影。”
她：“你能那麽快就結束嗎？”
他：“放心吧。我答應你了就一定能！”
快到九點的时候。他：“收拾一下吧。我馬上就到你家了”

**信任，是在一件一件小事中建立起來的。**

A:
她生理期。身體不舒服。頂着疼痛洗衣服。收拾屋子。
他坐在電腦前面玩遊戲。
她幹完活。躺在床上。嘆出了一口氣。
他看了她一眼：“老婆。辛苦了！”然後轉過頭。繼續玩他的遊戲。

B:
她生理期。很難受。起身準備洗衣服。
他抓着她：“你去床上躺着。我來！”
她：“你會做家務嗎？你自己洗過衣服嗎？”
他：“不會做可以學着做啊。以後你身體不舒服的時候。我當然要獨當一面！”

****女人需要的不只是甜言蜜語，哄她幾句，她也許會給一個微笑，
但是實實在在的呵護，她會對你一輩子的感恩，並且會回報給你一個溫暖的家。****

A:
她給他拿了一包榛子。然後她去洗衣服。
回來的時候。榛子已經被他吃得所剩無幾。

B:
她拿給他一包榛子。然後自己去收拾屋子。
回来的時候。她看見電腦前面放了一堆剝好的榛子仁。

*女人很感性。她炫耀你對她的體貼，就好像炫耀無數卡鑽一樣。
這麽廉價的買賣，是用一點心思就能收穫無比的財富。*

A:
他說：“你是最好的。”
她問：“我哪好？”
他：“學歷高、能力强、長得漂亮、對我又這麽好。”
她笑了。

B:
他：“你是我所遇到最好的女孩兒。”
她：“我哪好？”
他：“你對身邊的每個人都很友善、很無私，對人對生活總是很感恩、
一個人有一顆善良的心、會讓周圍的人感覺到溫暖，
你是我見過最善良的女孩兒，傷害你的人都應該下地獄！”
她哭了。

**一個人，是因爲你對他好，所以覺得你好。**
**一個人，是因爲懂得你的好，所以想要對你好。**

F.

2010-09-30T13:40:00.002+08:00

Seriously f.
So damn pissed-off with my phone!
WTF IS WRONG WITH IT!
WHY DO I HAVE TO KEEP REFORMATTING MY MEMORY CARD?!
AND I STILL CAN DETECT IT WITH MY COMP!
F! DAMN ANGRY!
I swear this will be my last SE phone!
Every SE phone I use, I definitely will have to send it for repair without fail!
What is wrong with SE?! Damn fuck.
I'm seriously damn angry now! Feel like just throwing my phone away!
Cus it's making me pissed for nothing!
ASS! ARGH~

Legend of the Fist.

2010-09-30T00:48:00.004+08:00

精武風雲－陳真 ; Legend of the Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen.
Caught this with Shijia today!
Wanted to watch The Shock, but it's in 3D and it's damn ex! ):
But this was niceeee~
Donnie Yen was (Y)!
He and his super hot body. OMGOMGOMG!
And I love the storyline too. Japanese sucks. -.-
Ending suck too! HAHA!
Most important thing is the cast anyw!
Towards the end when he took off his shirt to fight, WOOOO~ *drools*
HAHAHA! Okay, I think I'm talking nonsense.
I like this movie la. :)

Snack for our movie was (Y). SUSHI! :D
And the stupid peanut which I sat on it for so long and then felt the pain.
Thanks to Shijia for dropping it uh. HAHA!
Merlvin came to meet us for dinner.
Okay, he came for my PSP la-.- How nice.
But seeing him for that short little time made me happy enough ^^
Walked around and went home.

I love her ttm! ♥
Look forward to watch Rainie's horror movie with her. :D

OH, SHOULD I REBOND MY HAIR TMR?!?!?!
CANT MAKE UP MY MIND AND I HAVE THE URGE TO DO SO! ):

鐵馬尋橋 / Completed.

2010-09-25T00:24:00.005+08:00

鐵馬尋橋 ; A Fistful Of Stances.
WOOO~ This is super nice!
First few episodes may be boring, cus of the repeating flashbacks.
But after Kevin Cheng got back to the family, it's damn nice already!
The love and kinship of their family, between the 6 siblings.
So heartwarming. :)
And the bad guy's son. Look so fierce.
But towards the end when he became good, HE LOOKED SO CUTE ^^
WAHAHAHA!
I'm in love with Kenneth Ma, seriously a nice brother.
How I wish I can have a brother like him.
Kevin Cheng very 帥 also! WOOOHOOOO~
I'll rate it 8/10! Watch it! :D

Gonna continue with Growing Through Life!
Can't wait to see my Raymond and Bosco! <3
And oh, the previous drama I watched was 2 months ago!!
CAN'T BELIEVE I NEVER WATCH ANY DRAMAS FOR 2 WHOLE MONTHS!!

WAVE~

2010-09-22T01:45:00.006+08:00

Pretty ladies! :) HAHA

WAVE~ Nice night view. :)

♥

Sweet sweet couple~

Went on a double date today! HAHA!
Met for lunch and pei the two guys down to Raffles for interview.
While waiting, caught up with Huixian. Updated her about lots of stuffs. :)
Then went Vivo. Watched "Devil". Not a bad movie, but I'm a lil' lost eh. :x
Had dinner at the hawker opposite Vivo. Yong Tau Foo NOT NICE.
OMG DAMN SALTY CAN! :S
Took a bus to Wave, cus we were not sure of how to walk up there.
The view was so nice. Good place to relax and chill.
We walked up and then down Mount Faber.
Route down was damn dark, and rocky. Not easy to walk.
Thanks to the bunch of aunties in front of us!! Thanks to their torch lights.
If not we wouldn't be able to go down.
Bus-ed home then. :)
Really enjoyed today! Let's go together again k!

Cries...

2010-09-21T04:20:00.001+08:00

I hate to cry myself to sleep.
How dumb and stupid can I get lehhh? Haha!!

Look forward to our date :p

FATTTTT~ LOL

2010-09-20T20:29:00.005+08:00

Best girlf. I love you, girl. <3

Shopping with her on Friday. And I finally got my cropped top, which I have been wanting to. :)
And a new grey cardi and new belt from Charles and Keith! ^^
Headed to Heinrich's place and met with the e4 usuals. :)
Watched them had their last practice and played with iPad. I love Heinrich's iPad! :D
Had dinner with them :) Time like this always pass very very fast. ):
Glad that they went through the audition and brought back good news.
This means that we can meet up again! WEEEEE~
Love them ttm.

And I have the best boyf who always bring me to eat cheap and good food!
(Cus he loves hawker! LOLOL!)
Super nice egg tart that can make one fly after eating, and nice dessert, both at Chinatown!
I'm craving for the egg tart again! OMGOMGOMG. FATTTTTTTTTTT~

Appetite-less.

2010-09-19T02:47:00.001+08:00

I still can't believe that I actually ate so little today.
Mr Bean's pearly soya + pancake for brunch.
Which I bought it at 1plus and ate it at like 3plus near 4?
And for dinner, I ate just a plate of fried rice with a few pieces of chicken-.-
Omg, how I wish my appetite can be this small everyday.
Confirm can lose weight fast fast ^^
Bet tmr will be like this too.
I don't feel good ):

Is it better to be home alone, or go there and have high chance stonning? Hmmm...

K + ChompChomp.

2010-09-15T01:41:00.003+08:00

Lovely girls. <3

FEAST!

Went Kbox with Vanessa, Kelly and Merlvin on monday!
It was great! Super fun! Love the girls! <3
4 for the price of 3!!
Thanks to Vanessa's friend. :)
Then headed to Chompchomp for dinner. Fulfilling one. ^^
Dessert Bowl wasn't open, so we went to try the always-very-little-customer shop.
Ohwell, disappointing.
Now we know why Dessert Bowl is always filled with so many people, and the one downstairs is always so empty!
Really suck ttm! The Mango Sago IS SUPER WATERY!
And the Yam paste, more like Yam soup bah...
I swear I wont go there again!
Gonna meet Joy tmr. :) Hope we really can sit down and find job. HAHA
Off for wgm.

Freedom.

2010-09-12T20:04:00.005+08:00

CMY ♥

Love my nails~ HAHA.

When I'm still mugging hard for exams...

FEAST!

Great day with them ♥

My cute boy!! :D

Hi all! I have my freedom already!
No more mugging! I can relax for the whole 6 weeks, AND GROW FATTER-.-
How happy! ^^ But I have a feeling, I might not do well. ):
This is what worries me now. Sigh.
I did enjoy the mugging period, studying with friends. :)
Firstly, definitely my polymates! Studying with them was great!
And then, with Munyaeng, Lishyan and Heinrich!
His hosue is still as cool~ :D
And and, met up with Shijia, Jessica, Chingyee and Beechien on Friday.
Love chatting and catching up with them. Totally (Y)!
I have 6 weeks! Today is only the first Sunday.
And I spend my Sunday rotting at home, sleeping and packing my study desk.
I hope I wont be spending my whole holiday sleeping!
That will be so scary!!

*off to think of what to do**

I have a lousy boyf, who plays ps3 and forgets about me!
BOOOOO!

No image.

2010-09-06T02:09:00.004+08:00

When I'm angry and pissed, I don't have any image.
Whatever I think of and feel like scolding, they will just come out from my mouth. :x
Deleted the post.
I'm angry with my mum, yes.
But I still love her. ♥
That was just a post for me to rant.
But it didn't make me feel any better.
Like what he said, no use crying over spilled milk.
What had happened cannot be undone.
Ohwell, whatever he have told me just make me feel how childish and silly I am.
I am still a child afterall, in my mum's heart.
Feel so sorry and guilty for what had happened.
But hey! She's at fault too.
Okay, enough of all these.
I love you, mummy~ <3
And I love you, boyf! ^^

Pretty nails~

2010-09-03T01:17:00.002+08:00

MAD HAPPY OVER MY PRETTY NAILS~ :D
Thanks jiejie!

Today's paper was kinda... SCREWED!
When I see the last question, I WAS LIKE "WTF IS THIS?!"
OMG! Who on Earth will go memorize that diagram? ):
Totally had no idea what is it can.
2nd and 3rd question of Section B, I write until damn happy! :D
Think got at least 20/100 secured. (I know it still suck okay!)
Dinner @ Xinwang with the usuals. (Without kelly again D:)
Super nice, and I'm still feeling so full till now! :O
Mango Ice was nice too. :) I still prefer the one at Hougang Mall thou.

Tmr shall be my relaxing day~
Meeting him. :) But I dont know what we gonna do after we meet-.-
Just wanna relax. After being so stressful over that damn Cell Bio!
Okay, I wanna watch Three Brothers NOW! :D
Nights peeps!

Stresssss~

2010-09-02T02:45:00.001+08:00

Time now is 2:37AM.
Here I am still awake, studying the module I hate the most- Cell Bio.
I always wonder... What has Cell Bio got to do with Food Science.
Guess I will never get to know why.
My task is to memorize everything, and score well.
Which is so tough. ):
Mitosis and Meiosis is the only 2 things I remembered so clearly, after studying for the whole night.
Just kill me. I don't want to see myself taking this module again. It's really very annoying.

Mitosis-
Interphase >> Prophase >> Metaphase >> Anaphase >> Telophase
Meiosis I-
Prophase I >> Metaphase I >> Anaphase I >> Telophase I
Meiosis II- exactly the same as Mitosis.

Okay that's really all I can rmb.
I rmb the processes also, of course.
Not so fail laaaa~
I think I'm crazy already.
Off to bed! Kelly's gonna wake me up at 8am!
Doubt I will really get up and study!
HUAT AH~ *please let me pass!!!*

And every night when I study, I miss him badly! ♥

I'll be back.

2010-08-29T01:52:00.002+08:00

On hiatus.
Will be back after my damn exams! :)
I'm loving my LJ more than here.
Bet no one will be interested in reading my boring life...
And I won't close down! LOL!

I totally love my boyf! ♥

Bestfr.

2010-08-28T02:30:00.002+08:00

Pencil: You know, I'm really sorry.

Eraser: Sorry for what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: Well, everytime when I make a mistake, you will be there to erase my mistake. But, as time pass by, part of you are gone.

Eraser: You see, I'm made of this. Even though I know one of this day I'll be gone, and you have to replace me with another, I'm still happy to do this job. So don't be sad. It worries me. (:

This is how true friends are suppose to be like...

Thanks Sheena for sending me this.
You are indeed a true friend. :)
10 years and still counting.
Loveyou <3

A break from studying.

2010-08-27T12:25:00.002+08:00

Went back to sch ytd to study.
With Merlvin, Huixian and Huizhong.
I must say it's not productve to me again. ):
Did a bit of Econs. Totally no mood.
After they left, we decided to take a break and we went shopping! Haha.
We went there with $50 each, and came back with the $50. -.-
We bought nothing.
But at least we did relax a bit...

Talked to her on msn.
And I actually felt so happy. Like some crazy girl.
Glad that she's still the same. Really hope that things can go back. :)

I'm hungry!
Just woke up and I'm blogging on my bed with my iPod! HAHA!
Shall get up and start studying.

So many things happening...

2010-08-24T23:39:00.004+08:00

How I wished I can be with her.
Really sad that I couldn't make it there today.
Glad to hear that she's fine.
I love you, ting. <3
Meet up soon okay?

Went back to visit BDC today.
With Huilin, Shermine and Keyin.
Had lunch at Sakae.
Great time spent with them. :)
Keyin asked me "Why?"
How I wished I know the answer to it.
Really. And what can make us to be friends again...

Going back to sch to study tmr with them again!
Can't wait to understand my Cell Bio!!
I dont know what to type already.
BYE

I hate exam periods.
I hate holidays.
'Cus I dont get to see you everyday. ):

IMY.

2010-08-23T01:38:00.001+08:00

Read her blog.
Glad that she's doing fine.
With her studies, sch life, love life. :)
How I missed those days, when we can crap, joke, talk about everything.
Sometimes, I really wonder what have caused us to be like this.
No quarrels, no conflicts.
It just ended so quietly, and peacefully.
I'd rather we quarrel or something.
So I won't feel so sad. Always thinking if I've done anyt wrong to lose this friendship.
To think we've been through so much together.
Am I the only one thinking this way?
Are you feeling so too?
IMY. Always waiting to have you back as my friend...
And I wonder, when will this day ever come.
Do you still remember me?

22/8.
Happy 1st! ♥